Give me one pure and holy passion.

here you go, my faithful blog fans who has been checking my blog for the path months but only ended up with disappointments.. sorry!! i'll try to keep this up as i am in school again now and there will be tons of time for procrastination and blog serves that purpose perfectly

anyways.. so school started. so many things have happened. i have been already stressed, upset, discouraged, extremely burnt out. etc etc. but i couldn't be more grateful when i realize how much my family loves me and just wonderful housemates (except for the hair girls, hair = gross.. ahah) and all the friends i have in T.O and all the friends i've made over the summer..

i love all of you very, very much.


okay enuff with the sappyness. i guess this week has been really hectic with the adjustments and everything else happening.. having to wake up early to go to class.. have to wake myself up because alison isn't here to wake me up anymore =(.. (i'm the only person with 4 830 classes).. having to get myself breakfast before school... walking to school (thankfully God has blessed Kingston with nice weather the past week)... trying to figure out where to spend my hour gaps between classes.. packing lunch.. starving because there are no lunch... frustrating over getting used books.. struggling to pay attention in class because of the lack of sleep.. learning to cook more and how to not burn my aparment down.. trying to figure out which course is which because they ALL FRIGGIN CHEMISTRY... having to clean my own bathroom.. keeping my room clean. buying groceries.. trying to figure out what is a "good deal".. learning that i can't take the rollerblades to school because i don't knwo how to stop (fell on my arse a few times)...

i guess all in all i'm very glad that i have this opportunity to be by myself and be independent.. hopefully by the time i return home i'd be able to cook my family something special.. =)

i still do have my worries and such.. it scares the life out of me when i think about winter.. and when work gets tough.. how am i going to manage all these things knowing how i get so easily stressed out?.. but i have decided i will relieve myself from some expectation.. sorry mom and dad.. no scholarship next year! haha. but i think i will cope somehow.. and i believe despite of all the worries and complaints... this is deinitely going to be one of the most memorable year in my life.

posted by Queenie @ 2:41 PM